Brian- Is now working in Oklahoma. He is installing Fire Sprinklers for a fire protection company that is based out of San Diego. He has been gone now almost 7 weeks and everyday that goes by we miss he more and more :((( Brian talks to our kids daily.... For a week or so he was kinda distant but he sad it was a rough week.... And it was rough on our side not talking to him as much I think I started to get angry..... Well when he comes home we will find out if he will be able to work closer to home or if we need to make the right choice and move with him :)) Brian has been keeping busy fishing, working over time ;( relaxing at the lake, he has had the opportunity to go ride his dirt bike. He said he was thinking about buying a skateboard!!!! He is not a big fan of the weather like humidity and I think Walmart has become his favorite store :))) HA HA HA ( that is a HUGE joke). We find out it about a week what the plans for our future holds with the company he works for and different opportunities within the company that he could take on :)

Holly- I cut my days to 3 days a week and loving every minute that I can be home with my kids.... Then I love my adult time when I can go into work and talk with my clients:)) having more time off I am adjusting to keeping the kids busy and happy :)) I have some medical concerns that are going on right now and I see a specialist soon, then I will be more open to talking about it, I am physically fine. I have had friends pray over me and when they do I feel like a weight has been lifted from my body. The physical pain I endure daily has become apart of me for so long now it doesn't bother me :(( I am working toward a much healthier life and I almost wonder if this is God taking me down the path he wants me!!!???!!! Today has been 4 weeks since I have had a soda and every tuesday I love celebrating by shouting out how many weeks it has been. I started today and did exceptionally well and I am soooo proud of myself a pretty strict meal plan, it takes what 21 days to break a change the way you do something.... Well I've got 20 more days hahahahha!!! And exercise has been my best boost lately. I have been pushing myself through the hills all around my house and am at 4 miles of walk/jog and soon I will add more distance and less walking!!!! I am sooooo happy with life right now :)) I have my kids were I want them, my relationship with Brian is were we are so in love, miss each other, and can see our bright future when we talk about it over the phone, we finish each others sentences. Our savings is climbing and are talking about some other future goals we want endure :))

Jayden- finished second grade and had an awesome year of fun, learning and making new friends and making more memories with his long time friends. He is our go better for Soccer and loves every chance he can get his foot on the ball! Jayden just finished his first season of Soccer, a week long Soccer camp and is signed up for summer Soccer that starts in July. This week he is Vacation Bible School, the theme is Outer space which Jayden has a passion for so he is enjoying this study. He will tend another VBS next month and every week he will be with our home Church. He is at the age asking all kinds of questions, sometimes we have to go online or call a grandparent to help find the answer, I love this about him that he has this open heart about wanting to learn. Jayden loves to talk about Jesus his Savior and wants all his friends to join him at Church!!!! We are so proud of him. In the evenings Jayden loves playing in the front playing basketball, riding his bike and throwing his Frisbee. In order to play video games Jayden has to read. Baby J is our lil Rock star and we just admire his passion for life!!!!

Persaus- Persaus joined Jayden at Soccer Camp last week with a younger group of kids. She is really quiet when she doesn't know someone, but once you get to know her she is a spit-fire ;)) Persaus loves her bugs, animals, and gardening ( well from the bottom of her heart she thinks she's helping Papa ) she is in her first ever Vacation Bible School when I pick her up she loves to tell me about her new friends! The teachers said she talked today to them... YAY!!!! Persaus loves when I take her through wine country to see a brick red house with a barn that she named her " Cow Farm" and we found a ranch with lots of mommy horses with there babies that we pull over to watch for an hour or so. Her favorite horse is the "Dallas Horse" ( white with brown spots ) Persaus found rolly pollies she will sit and dig in the dirt to find them :) she is still loving gymnastics and will be going into swim in the next couple weeks. Our baby is growing up to fast :)))

Summer Plans-
I will be taking Jayden and Persaus alone to stay in Mission Bay. When brian is home we are going to our favorite condo in Palm springs to relax in the lazy river. Vacation Bible school. Zonc out at our Church that I will be going with Jayden and volunteer to stay up allll night with allll the kids :))). Beach trips and swimming at my sisters and I think I will take my kids tint camping at Camp land in Mission Bay :)) I love keeping busy with the kids and having lots of FUN!!! I wish Brian could join the fun :((( but he is making a better future for us and our kids :)))). A River trip with our best friends and some wedding gettin ready for my dear friend Jessica "ROCKSTAR" she's getting HITCHED and we all could not be happier for her and is going to wed a true blessing in her life!!!! Jayden, Persaus and I are so honored and delighted to be in her wedding- I love talking to Jessica a few nights a week about our walk with the Lord we both started tending Church again about the same time and became born again :)))) we share our love stories and flaws and she talks to Brian which we both love, Brian needs the support :)) and I am soooooo thankful to have her in my life!!!! Jess if you get to dads and read this...... Thank you and I love you <3


When you think the world or certain people around you are bringing your walls down you turn to the Lord and PRAY, pray that they don't matter to you..... I have done this and surround myself with good energy, Christian women that have a passion for Christ and these are the people I want to be around...... Actually praying and believing and God brings them right to me :))) nothing else in the world matters but my family and my growth with other Christians with a kind open heart!!!!!!!